Finding Your Box.


Hello Friends!

Happy Sunday to all. I woke up in quite a thoughtful type of mood, so decided to write another piece. Here is another little slice of my mind for you all to ponder.

Today’s edition of “Welcome-to-Bella’s-Thoughts” is called Finding Your Box.


~Bella 🙂

“There are an infinite amount of numbers in this world. Now imagine that each of those numbers is a box. You can spend an entire lifetime sifting through every single one of those boxes, looking for just the right one. The one that makes you smile for no reason. The one that gives you the confidence to take on your wildest dreams. The one that fills your heart with butterflies even after the honeymoon phase has gone. The one that will listen to you talk about your day even when theres hardly anything interesting to discuss. It’s your box. Your special someone. Your person. And I swear, when you find it, you’re going to experience an emotion you never even thought was possible. It’s the emotion adults have been telling you you’ll feel when you “grow up” for years now, and you’d just roll your eyes and walk away. Not this time. You’re going to embrace it, and feel like you’re on top of the world. It’s unexplainable, unimaginable, but my friend, it’s real. It’s so real, it’ll rip you apart. It’ll make you go absolutely insane, and it’ll keep you up at night. So why do we do this to ourselves? Well, because we’re human. We want to love and be loved. After all, love is the single most powerful thing on the planet.”


Trying Something New.

Hello Friends!

The other day, I decided to step outside of my comfort zone. As much as I love acting, and being on camera, I have always felt uneasy about having my photos taken. So I pulled along my friend who’s a photographer and we took photos in the area.

I have to say I am quite proud of how these photos came out! I decided to start putting a collection together here on my site so I can see how I have grown and developed on camera.

Huge thank you to my friend Matt for taking my photos! Check out his other photography on Instagram @matthew_ritter_images.

Hope you enjoy!

Until next time~

Bella 🙂












Hello Friends! This is a new edition to my ‘Coffee Chat’s’ area of my website! Besides our casual conversations, I also want to share some art. Some guidance. Something you can ponder while sipping on your morning, afternoon, or evening coffee. Something you can read, reflect, or even respond to.

I’m excited to share a little more of my art with you all. One project at a time.

Until next time ~ Bella.



“There’s something about you. I can’t quite pinpoint what it is. But it’s there. I’m sure of it. In my early morning, while my eyes adjust to the lights beaming through my blinds, or perhaps while my ears adjust to the drip drop of the rain attacking my windowsill. My mind thinks of you. While I lay in my bed reprimanding myself for being sluggish and unproductive as the morning sunlight continues to gets stronger, my mind thinks of you. When I’m sitting in class, going for a walk, or attempting to have a conversation with friends, my mind still thinks of you. I need not know if you’re thinking of me. Because I, quite honestly, don’t care. I feel all I need to, whether the feeling fulfills you as well. If you’re having a good day I want to know. If you’re having a bad day I want to know. If you thought of the funniest joke in your mind and feel stupid telling me, don’t. I want to know. I want to know what you’re thinking about and I want to feel when you’re feeling somber. If there’s one thing I can promise you it’s this. I am not leaving, and you can’t get rid of me. You’ve fixed the darkness, the emptiness, and the missing piece of this miraculous mess I’m living every day. I invite you to join my lovely, upside down life. Every part of it. Right down to my anxiety attacks. I want to show you my rawest form. I want to show you when I’m okay and when I’m not okay. I want to live my longest, brightest, most amazing days with you as well as my darkest, dreariest, and most emotionally draining days too. Everything. All of it. All of me and all of you. Well, what do you say?”